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Saturday, February 28, 2009 resuscitation's submission deadline is extended by 2 weeks... which means, i can have a bit of free time these 2 days. BUT. its kindda yucky that i'm having 2 major submission in a week. puke* looking at my schedule, i think i'm fucking dead. and i run out of energy to stay awake. can you believe that i slept 12 hrs straight yesterday !!! well, to reclaim my 4 hrs sleep a day during the week days. and i'm oh so glad that i finally can get my haircut tmr.  {10:52:00 pm}
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Monday, February 23, 2009 another one down tired.  nude, completely makeupless face.  us us. with our hair all up again. okay. i'm really tired. sleeping now. waking up at hmm 5am ? a bit more sleep today. i'm gonna be super human again from tmr till next monday. till then. gd night. ps. anyone wanna watch the reader with me ? btw, kate winslet just won best actress for her role in it. {11:52:00 pm}
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Wednesday, February 18, 2009 sigh. i've been having this sleepy mode all week. argh argh argh. compare to last term, i think i've been quite slack now. i dunno what's the problem. is it not enough food (that causes me to be sleepy) or no specific target to achieve to make me concentrate more? or simply not enough work load to screw me up more. HAHA. or is it because i've start to go out ONCE a week. pathetic me right? i only go meet up with my besties once a week. and its not every week. out of 7 days i only got one day off and the rest is 24/7 work, which is consider much much better then last term cause i work 24/7 last term. how did i survive ? i've got to produce one outfit in 9 days (drafting, toile and actual), which is a total of 5 outfits in 2 months, portfolio class which consist of 4 collections to do (38 outfits), CAD class, academic research class (essay and grp presentation), fashion communication class (test and grp presentation). on top of that i still worked for a few weeks (part time job as tele-marketer for a few hrs) and a half marathon to run just 3 days before my fashion show. all in 10 weeks time. that's last term. call me super-human. anyone wanna try ? HAHA. and i think i never get to go anywhere except my house, school, work place and fabric place. only went out for a few hrs once for wj birthday. that's that's. for now. i've got to complete my resuscitation outfits by 2nd march. halfway thru the 2nd. a thousand plus word essay and 8 illustrations by friday, shop report by next monday, mid term exam for merchandising tmr morning and resuscitation meeting at 9pm tmr night. like wtf. there's actually more. but that's the later part. these are the schedule for this and next week. FFFFFFFFFFF. OH. and yesterday night or rather today morning when i'm half way doing my resuscitation outfit and halfway dozing off, (and as u guys know, i can dream the moment i close my eyes), jonathan keep appearing in my dream. damn freaky lar. its like i do work for 20 mins then i doze off for 15mins, this repeats for like 3 or 4 times until i'm sick and tired of jonathan appearing. its like telling me that i've got to wake up for the work. damn damn scary. i've got to pray not to have any lecturer dropping by later when i sleep. but well, i don't think i will get to sleep later. hmm. change of mind. i think i will sleep for 2hrs first. haha. and lastly, guys are bastard. i learnt of something today that is damn drama damn damn drama. i'm really stupid of not having to realizing it earlier. ps. don't worry, its not something that's concern about me. {10:35:00 pm}
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Thursday, February 12, 2009 arrrgh. guess what. its 4.45am and i'm doing some stupid assignment by fashion merchandising. yawns. well, class is at 9.30am and i just started doing. but like what i said, its very stupid. do i have time for a slight nap first ? haha. and omg. i just realize Kris Van Assche(creative director for dior homme) is f**king good looking.  he's actually better looking then christopher bailey(creative director of burberry). finally more good looking fashion designers.  talented, good looking, rich and smart. pls tell me they are not gay. LOL. {4:45:00 am}
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Thursday, February 05, 2009 50 one line sketch due tmr and i'm still stuck at 6. and i'm feeling sleepy. yawns. i shall sleep first. haha. my lazy mode is turned on again. how sad. and resuscitation's first outfit is due on sunday. thank goodness i alr finish the jacket. hahahaha.  i've been tying up my hair lately cause my hair had grown out of shape. don't i look insanely different tying and without tying hair?  and omg, i cleared my room today. i've found a new place for my babies to live in, much of them are covered with dust(the 2006's one) and i have to clean them. but sadly i guess the new space would fill up very soon. did i mention i bought 2 books from kino the other day? and its damn cheap. ard 20 bucks each. one is on 20th century photography and another on contemporary artists. sigh. how i wish i have damn lots of money to buy whatever books i fancy. oh, and bishan library is love ! there's so many freaking new books there ! hohoho. freaking freaking new one lo. {10:55:00 pm}
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Monday, February 02, 2009 sigh. i'm in a dilemma of choosing which race to join. adidas sundown or raw duathlon ? i'm probably joining adidas but. they only have either 10km, marathon or ultra marathon. so stupid lo. i want half marathon ! so 10km or marathon?? ahh. and 10km is freaking ex 40bucks. i rather join full for 60bucks. shall i or shall i not? and i wanna take up courses too. either muay thai or opera. was asking miss chong, and she said muay thai she dun mind, opera no but yoga the best. HAHAHAA. so if she accompany to muay thai then i accompany her to yoga. anyone wanna join us ? {2:00:00 am}
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Sunday, February 01, 2009 tag replies ser: thanks !!! ql and zm: no, i didn't made that up. According to Sigmund Freud, overvaluation of clothing as a substitute is a form of male defense against female castration. The fetish, which can take the form of any material object, is very often an article of clothing, functions as a substitute for the missing maternal penis. In one of his earliest discussions on fetishism, he also described the case history of a male clothes fetishist for whom “all interest in women was displaced onto clothes”. And certainly fabric acts to conceal and cover objects and persons while, at the same time, disclosing them, hinting their presence. Perhaps all material desire find their drive in fetishism, but certainly the erotic of fashion. In Man Ray’s photograph, The Enigma of Isadore Ducasse (1920), it illustrates fabric’s ambiguity by showing an unclearly recognizable object or objects, which is enveloped in a rough fabric and tied up with a rope. The wrapping gave the object a certain mystery and seductiveness. Man Ray, who was heavily involved in the Dada movement, created art pieces that depict fetishism. He photographed Marcel Duchamp dragged as Rrose Selavy, and version of these photos was mounted on a Rigaud perfume as part of the packaging in a playful reference to beautiful Helen of Troy. This gesture manifested a typical Dada delight and yet ironic scorn for mass culture. Dada was not art, it was “anti art”, for everything that art stood for it represented the opposite. Their main intention was to destroy traditional culture and aesthetics of art through their rejection of it. Therefore, my dress aims to further discuss the bond of fetishism, fabric and art. By wrapping the body with denim and tying it with a rope, showing some distortion of the human body itself, thus further extending the ambiguity of the female body and challenge the traditional aesthetic of dressing and contouring the women body. The Enigma of Isadore Ducasse:  Rrose Selavy:  collage i made that derive from the concept. and in term influence how i design the dress.  {1:22:00 am}
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